Catharsis Over Heree.

Life's been good to me. It still sucks though that I am not going to CIF. As of the moment it doesn't haunt me as much but I think that in the future to come it will definitely create a lot of regret and anguish. But no need to stress that now. My friend just gave me a seed so I'm so excited that I can plant it and grow it and hopefully it'll be a female so it would be really worth it. But now, I'm trying to finish all my CAS folder HAHAHA (hard). I think that I'm becoming really apathetic towards a lot of things that revolve around me, particularly school in general. Frankly, I am just way too lethargic for my own good. Probably, within the next week I'm going to get back into the mindset and get my gym pass and work out everyday so that I can bulk up a lot of muscle before I go into the college life! Currently, I'm trying to enjoy as much as I can!!

Rosemead west coast classics tournament. I don't even know what to tsay about it. Actually I do. I lost my first one. Won the second lost the third. I'm disappointed. My conditioning sucks and when I get tired I quit. I QUIT. I'm never going to quit again. I'm never going to lose a match where I quit. I'm going to go hard for 6 minutes. 6 MINUTES. and work hard.

Today was a good day

I'm focused now, I'm getting ready. Got the new deadmau5 album. My earphones. Wrestling shoes. Gotta get that championship belt!

WEll, my birthday was great. Good stuff with chuchu, sam, kev and some others. But it's now the point where I make my change for a change in mentality so I can fuck shit up in wrestling. No more fatfood, no more eating shit, it's all about working hard and taking that title.

is a bitch. Why is my senior year sofucking difficult. BITCH. Friday. Good Shit comin up.