Catharsis Over Heree.

Today was possibly one of the worst days ever. The only thing I did was sit on the couch the whole day. Now I feel pretty guilty about it but it'll go away when i go to sleep later so not to worried about that. Tomorrow's the big day and I'm off to summer camp!Since my parents are off in Las Vegas doing a business show my neighbor will have the great pleasure of driving me over to the church and dropping me off there. No biggie. Hopefully, I'll get a lot done over there and finish the summer reading books as well.
I'm kind of nervous about the swimming test because I lack proper swimming skills. In 07, when i had done the swimming test, I remember feeling weakness in my legs after the test, kinda embarassing; so maybe I'll think about sticking with my buddy Andy down in the beginnger's section since he can't swim either(lol).

While checking up on the Citrus College webpage I learned that there are 22 Intro to Forestry classes available there. I guess I'll prob be taking that class. Although, I dont want to since it would really mess up my time since there might be some games or tournaments on those days I would take the class. Really sometimes it's a real pain for parents to understand how fucking overloaded I am and how they think its "not that bad." Still I guess it's something I'll deal with later, even when my parents are still scolding me for being so clueless of my possibilities and environmental "awareness."

And so I'll be closing this post by saying that I won't be posting for a week or so.
If anyone sees this tell Chris Wang to do me Citrus Registration for me on Aug 13 8:00 AM

Good Night, seepensir

I can't find what to say but that sometimes I don't really apply myself. I dont' know how i get through life the way I do things. Although it's been working so far, maybe its time for a retrospection. Well, that's that.

It's almost summer camp and it's pretty exciting to be going off and camping. I think it's gonna be great since all of my buddies are going. Total blast. Last time I went to one was back in 2007 at Tahquitz, and it was pretty fun. I still remember making a basket for my friend Alex and it won first place(since our troop was the only one that participated). What really stuck in my mind was the beauty of the stars in the sky at night, I mean it's those kind of things in life that when you see it, it gives you a shiver but not the type that gives you fright, but shivers of awe. I mean it was a real splendor to behold, looking as if it were a wallpaper.

I'm looking forward to this summer camp, but it also means the end of summer; but at least I get to spend it with good people I know.

seepensir

It really hits me now how important the upcoming months are. I mean, school, grades, sports, clubs, and so many other things are so vital to my future. But what I think really discourages me is the fact that my parents have continually drilled my thinking that everyone else is in a much better condition to attend those top colleges. I always try to forget these kind of things and try to push them out of my mind, but I can never stop the feeling of regret when one day I'll look back and think, " I really should've taken those chances and now my life's fucked up" In a way, I guess EVERYONE is going through the same thing as me so why not just jump on the bandwagon for another 2 years. It's pretty late now so PEACEOUT

Apparently, blogging is the shit, so I made one. It's the same as Twitter but more options available. So far, I don't see anything very special that'll make me drool all over it. Hopefully, I'll start getting this thing a daily or every couple times a week and get PEOPLE TO READ IT, otherwise it's gonna be pointless.