Catharsis Over Heree.

There's this negative aura around me. FUCK ALL YOU. Stupid dumbass negative influences, useless pieces of shit. No wonder I'm such a mess and it's because of you guys. Great family you are. And you know what, I'm not surprised my 18th bday isn't gonna be with you guys I mean it's gonna be almost the third time. So fuck you anyways!

Time for a shower.

No lie a lil' bit scarier than the first. aha fuhreakky. Sonia's screams were epic though. LOL

I remember this first Korean song I EVER heard. It's sad but to this day it still hits something, ya know?

Considerably, at the end of the day, in restrospect, I can't consider where or what actions to take. Perhaps, it isn't the actions but perhaps, undoubtedly, these habits that continually infest my being. Enough, with the awkward language. aha. But seriously, my bad habits are really reaching a point where at some time I'm going to regret more than I can enjoy. I've been saying this so many times. So why bother saying it anymore. Potential, where can I grasp it? I obviously know, but am too lethargic to both to try. Might as well wipe my stoned ass. Indeed, I really do shit bricks. 

I can't explain how I really want this week to be over already. There's still so much left to do. But for now I need to finish my EE and studyfor fucking math. -_-

I'm stuck doing this and that. Moreover, I'm only at 1000 words out of 3,500 for my extended essay which happens to be due tomorrow. I'm stressed disappointed and I want to blow shit up with my mind. For those 5 people that actually read my blog, I'll be sure to post some better things in my life.

It's so difficult right now, the extended essay is really getting to me.

HOLY FUCK. MY sister got an iPhone a few months ago and we couldn't use it until last week. Now she's goes to sit ont he fucking toilet and drops it in the fucking toilet like a dumbass. Now we can't use it anymore!! HOW STUPID CAN SHE BE?!?!? BARELY A WEEK AND NOW IT'S UNUSABLE!! FUCK!!!!

I've decided to finally resume my blogspot, after a long hiatus. I don't know what to do with but nothing to express my thoughts like usual. aha.  Anyways, it's been a while since summer ended, but there's no doubt that I still reminisce about it. Who gets the opportunity to meet hundreds of scouts in a summer, meet the most diverse, family, and teach kids how to ride horses? Great thing is that I still have the chance to return again next summer, which I definitely am looking forward to.
But let's go back to reality, I'm a senior now and still in IB. Poop. Then it's college apps, extended essays, World Lit essays, and finally my long due eagle application. It's all hitting me now but once Decemeber rolls around I'm home free.
FUCK: I forgot to mention that I fail as a senior. the torture. :(