Catharsis Over Heree.

Am I? I don't know. I love you so much I just want you all to myself. Maybe I can't. You won't let me in and it bothers me. It's pretty much the whole reason I feel the way I do everyday. I wish you can treat me like somebody, I know I deserve more, but you won't give me any. There are days when we're great together; many times it's the opposite. It happens more everyday, more often. I try not to, I'm so deeply in love with you that's it's driving me insane. Can you open up to me and treat me like your boyfriend, not just someone you hold hands with? Please, that's all I'm asking for. But then again, maybe I'm asking for too much.