Catharsis Over Heree.

...that in many ways I could be so much more than I am right now. There is potential in me, waiting to be awakened, but my habits, my ways, my failures, all seem to be the obstacles that are in my way. Have I lived up to what I stand for, the things I want? It's so pathetic the things I do. But, what really gives a real twist in my knockers is the fact that it keeps on going. This cycle of brief minor joys followed by a mundane lecture. In my mind, I'm ready to get out of this cycle. But as I try to prepare for it, I realize how far behind I am and how much I need to gain? I regret many that I have done. Sometimes I just feel trapped.